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Sunday, September 17, 2006

Sook Yin-Lee

CBC Radio 1 has a show on Saturday afternoon called "Definitely Not The Opera" (so named because it is about popular culture and, during the same time slot, Radio 2 has a program "Saturday Afternoon At The Opera)" with a woman named Sook Yin-Le (mostly called "Sook Yin" by others) who is the host and on-air for most of the two hours.

Now to my surprise Sook Yin is to be found starring in a sexually explicit movie called Shortbus. http://www.thinkfilmcompany.com/

Very disconcerting. Or is it exciting? Can't decide.

Have never seen Sook-yin, only heard her voice, which, to be honest, kind of irritated me now and then. All the DNTO females have this "tone" that puts my teeth slightly on edge. Why can't they all talk like Elenor Wachtel? (any relation to waddy wachtel, famed guitar accompaniest and co-writer of the dear, departed Warren Zevon?)

Sunday, September 10, 2006

Photo From Sept 5, 2006


Leah's 26th birthday.

Last day with SH.

I wrote on the airplane. The failed novelist. Trying to write in the endpages of The Fortress of Solitude. Write short and intense, heavy and compressed. Being lazy in a way, but it might be the way I do it. Remains to be seen.

Message from Shona.

Scary Book (2)



Back in Ottawa. While in London I often came out of the Undergound at the Tottenham Court Road station, but always got confused as to which way was Oxford street (east and west) or Tottenham Court Road (north), or Charing Cross Road (south). Finally, I noticed that Charing Cross Road is a bit unique of the streets in Central London in having trees growin up over the road. Hence the photo above.

I finished The Athenian Murders. Another teaching book for a class of Plato's allegory of the caves for Joanne (can't remember the title of the other one, but it is scratching at the door of my memory).

Crantor went on: "We have sensations ... sometimes impossible to define. But how many words we bury them beneath! How we change them for images, ideas, emotions, facts! This world is a torrent of words and we flow along with it! Your precious legend of the cave ... Mere words. I will tell you something and I will tell it in words, but then I will resume my silence: everything we have thought, and will think, everything we already know and will know in the future, absolutely everything, makes up a beautiful book that we are all writing and reading together! But what of our body while we attempt to decipher and compose the text? It makes demands, grows tired, dries up ... eventually crumbles to dust." He paused. He smiled, his large face an Aristophanic mask. "But, oh, what an interesting book! How entertaining, and containing so many words! Isn't that that so?"

There was a deep silence when Crantor finished
. (page 177)

The family law papers have been served on RS.

Went with PS to the Tate Modern. Lovely smell while we leaned in together to look at exhibits. Looked at Munch painting, Greiving Parent, and when PS thought out aloud that maybe the dark figure was a Priest, a fellow chimed in and pointed out the shadow of the soul leaving (he had seen another version in Scandanavia the week before). I wanted to say that the reddish hands - so blurred and vague - were the hands of memory trying to keep life from leaving.

Sh says she misses me, and loves me. She told me about the Pakistani doctor she will meet and likely marry in NY next year.